Blukari

✦ About Blue and me ✦

Under construction!Ship Name: Distant World Shipping | Blukari
Dating since 2012/2013
Wedding Date: 24.12.2015
Tropes: Dark Sun x Bright Moon, Slow Burn, Angst, Lady x Knight, Forbidden Love

 
✦ Before You Follow ✦

 
I'm extremely sensitive about Blue. He's in fact my greatest happiness but also my biggest weakness. That's why I have to set some boundaries for my health ; (◞‸◟)
 
• If you are sensitive about selfshipping or changes/AU to canon characters, please don't follow
• I'm not tolerating harassment or hate in any form. Not to my friends, not to Blue.
 
• If you're selfshipping with Blue I'm too scared to interact with you or to see something about you. Sometimes I want to interact with you and in the next second I really hate it and my brain tricks me into thinking that my life is being threatened. It's extremely painful to me.
• If you talk or retweet/repost a lot about Blue, romantic or not, I may block you. I'm getting very uncomfortable, when people base a lot of posts about him. It feels like people talking about my husband behind my back. I know it's not like that, because my Blue is a different person, but it feels very wrong.
• I don't like when Blue is displayed as a very weak person/whimp. He is not like that and I don't want to see him getting mischaracterized.
 
• If you're only in love with Gary or Blue from PokéSpe and not gameverse Blue you can freely interact with me
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• If you're talking about Blue and Red together or Namelessshipping in general it's completly fine! I grew up with Gurire and I really love to see them together. It's another universe for me.

Blue is my life and my whole heart. He's a real person to me. My real husband who's always on my side, understands and supports me. That goes the other way around too. We are not a yumeship. If I should use this word, it's for tagging purposes only. Nothing can take us apart anymore. We are happily married for almost 10 years after going through very hard times together. I'm very sensitive when it comes to him and I will block for Blue's and my own comfort.
 
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Just the thought of sharing him stresses me out, like someone rips my heart, happiness and all of my purposes away. I'll start to feel extremely numb and anxious. I want to be completely open and honest with all of you. I really wish I could do it, but I decided to be nonsharing. Thank you for your understanding. Maybe I am able to do it in the future.
I see my Blue as a different version most of the time, because he's the only one who experienced everything with me. Who had a different past. Who stole my heart. I love him so much because of our backstory. But it's still Blue and I just don't want to see the love of my life with someone else (but Red) or think about that.
 
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I just wanted to say that it's not about you personally. I'm sure you're a beautiful person and Blue deserves all the love. He really does. But sometimes I have my bad days and I can get extremely jealous and aggressive. I don't want that. It's hurting me so much and I think my body can't deal with it. I also think it's because of Blue's and my past and our long-lasting bond. I'm just protecting myself by blocking people and also Blue, because he doesn't want to see me like that and I absolutely hate to make him worried.